I'm SO Jealous!

There I said it. I am so freakin' jealous of all the people with babies or who are pregnant. I thought I was handling it pretty well until last night at our monthly FRG meeting. I came home and was so grumpy, because you see I despise being jealous of people, just despise it. If I could cross jealousy out of my emotional system I would.

The only way I sort of, minorly dealing with this, is that I am thinking of all the things my spouse and I are able to do while it's just the two of us. Yeah, it's not working very well, but I am trying.

Btw, I think people should be jealous of how cute my pets are. Seriously, my black & white cat is the cutest little guy out there. And then there's my little grey kitty....what an adorable little adventurer. Don't even get me started on my dog: he tops all the dogs on the block for his cuteness.

See I can brag about my animals, just as other brag about their kids. Forgive how rude this post ended up being....I just couldn't help myself.

I had a horrid week at work and have yet another sinus infection.

They are adding another allergy med to my regiment. I really hope we get these sinuses of mine until control soon. I am tired of being miserable.

Good thing I didn't mention the name of my workplace, because I am about to b*tch about work. Work just sucked. Bad sales and then the few I did have caused me to get accused of stealing sales. They go on and on about us being team players and then this happens. So ridiculous!!!! I really didn't want to be a quitter, but the crap that goes on at my work nearly ruined what should be a happy week. The only positive I have about work is that they recently hired some new people, so at least I am not the new girl anymore.

*Sigh* Watching my cute doggie sleep at the foot of the bed. He's so adorable.

Blogging Challenges aren't for me....

It's apparent that blogging challenges are not for me. Or at least ones that do not have defined rules. If I ever do a blogging challenge I will have to do one that has been set up by someone else and not one I make up.

Sooooo....to update you all on my life since the last post:

1. I got a job working in high end retail. High end only makes me like it a little more, because at least it requires me to dress nicely for work. For some reason I really like jobs where I have a uniform or dress clothes of some type. (Oh and the name of said work place will be kept anonymous just in case I decide to b*tch about work.)

2. I adopted an adorable little dog, named Stanley. My husband is so not excited about him and I am fairly certain is finding every reason to hate him. BUT I am determined and this dog stays.
He makes me feel a tiny bit less depressed about the infertility problem.









3. We have a definite reason for our infertility (finally) and we also have more questions. My irritation/frustration/anger/upset about the whole thing has finally reached the point where I feel I should apologize to all those suffering from infertility too, because I really didn't understand it fully until recently. I can see why marriages fail due to this issue. It's maddening. I am there and it is maddening.

4. I am to be an Auntie. My best friend and soul sister, Angie, is pregnant. And while I so wish it was me and am jealous as hell...I am happy for her. She's going to be the cool & awesome Mom on the block.

5. My spouse will be home soon. I rocked this Eastpac....sort of...most of the time...kind of....yeah....

Take care all......hopefully I will do better with blogging this month.